This may not make any sense but i just typed this entry into my Journal and copy and paste. I’m so mad at my husband!!!

Might’ve been awhile but we always end up back here with me in the closet. Today’s argument was over his mom. The fight came up because I am a new content creator and she was asking all this business stuff about my content and how she wants to help me! I’m no actually what to meant to say was CONTROL me! Apparently since my husband her son is “funding my dream” she wants to know where I’m at with it?? Like what no! I will add I left my career to raise my son and then got laid off from my PT remote job in Sept. She is telling him that she wants to help me with my business venture and that’s nice but I’m good! Apparently she is offended that everytime I have a business venture or anything that I go out of my way to not get her help! Yea not true. First I’ve seen how serious she is about business and her business so anything I did before I clearly didn’t want to do too bad because I would’ve went through her uncomfortable questions and played in her face but no I never did that I just was like if I don’t have the desire to answer these questions than I don’t really want to pursue it. She claims I don’t answer the phone when she calls me but I’ve only missed one call from her and I was tending to her grandson sorry not sorry! She always telling my husband that I don’t reach out to her and when I send her stuff I get no response and he’s just like oh she’s busy. Ok and what am I ? The way my husband and his mom get about business is super intimidating and aggressive. I get you want to help but at this point I feel like the blind is leading the blind because no one has a successful business at the moment. Not only that I have to be mindful of people who are going to intimidate me and make me feel small to make themselves feel important. This is something I started to do because AJ encouraged me but now it’s he’s finding my dream…like how? If you made every penny in this house I feel like then you would have more ground to say that but ever since I left the Boy Scouts I’ve had a job and when I got laid off but he wanted to shout I got fired. When I got laid off we were stressing behind the lil “unemployment money” that I was bringing in. And to my knowledge that money has helped pay multiple bills for one sept rent. So to say that your doing it all yourself is crazy and makes me and my little money feel unappreciated.