Love being a mum, but…

… I hate the monotony of everyday life and the regular feeling of loneliness! Also, does anyone else HATE staying in with their LO, even when playing etc and has to get out? I feel like my LB is happier when out and about too, I feel bad though as then he’s not doing enough tummy time, playing with his toys, napping in his crib etc. I can’t be the only one who feels so depressed on days stuck in their house? Might be because I’m a single mum and days when I’m inside just me and little one, it’s more crushingly obvious I’m a single mum. What helps with feeling like this? It’s the boredom too, not knowing how to constantly entertain little one and what to do with ourselves, I try and out radio on to try and make myself feel better! I also feel so guilty as I’m supposed to be treasuring every moment whilst he’s still so young 😭