Bad mom post

Yal please help ease my mind!! I felt sooo bad the whole time doing this. Little background, my youngest can be a bit difficult in the morning to get up and get ready for skol. Which dnt phase me because I kno kids, ppl in general, are different when it comes to mornings. Im not a morning person either. But of course I kno I have to get up an get to moving. No, im not expecting her to understand that. But this morning, I even woke up a lil earlier, and once we were finally getting ready to head out the door, I handed her a coat. Welllllll I got the back door, and she put the coat down saying she didn wana wear it.. Welllll, when I opened the backdoor, she felt the cool air and said she wanted a coat. I told her a few times to go get the dern coat and she still just stood there, crying. She finally turned to get it and i walked down the stairs some to unlock my car for my oldest to get in, well babygirl came out, without the coat still crying. I told her she was just clipped and was going to skol without a coat today. She still crying got to the car and i went to buckle her in and she acted like she wa going to get the coat which meant i neede to open the garage door again and all that!! We are already late for skol. So since she didn wana sit down, i drove off lyk we were leaving (no i would not have actually took them to skol without seat belts.) I went to the front door and went in to get her coat an handed it to her AGAIN and she threw it on the floor and said she didn want it cuz it was black. Yal it broke my heart the whole time dealing with her this morning.