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I’ve really really need some help I don’t even know where to start September 29 I was putting my kids to sleep when they went to sleep, I went down to go to sleep too, and I got up to P and to breast pump because my titties was hurting and at the time, my son Jo jr was 9 months old so I’m finish breast popping an I lay back down but something told me to get up and go and check on my babies my kids and my son Jo jr was not breathing so I rushed him to the hospital and everything like that before all of that I found out that he had a hole in his heart and he will have to have like 4 different kind of surgeries, but I rushed him to the hospital. He’s not breathing. He was purple and everything like that and the doctors was about to give up on him, but I was like do it one more time and that one more time he came back 🙌💔💔💔💔 he had his first surgery this month he is now 10 months old last week they tried to pull the tubes off of him and he went into cold blue he’s not doing so well without those tubes being on him I just fell by myself his dad don’t care 🥺🥺💔 I can’t lose my baby