Overwhelmed

Anyone else feeling super overwhelmed? This will be my second baby so would have thought I would be a little more on top of it, but feel like I’m so behind and just not sure what to do with myself. Will be 34 weeks this Sunday and already been told I’ll be induced at 38 weeks latest, so we have only four weeks left (give or take) to make sure we have everything and start getting things set up. I kept a lot from when my daughter was a baby so we have so much stuff we didn’t need to buy again… however, over the past three months we have started to buy the things we don’t have and i genuinely don’t remember it ever being this expensive?! I feel like we’re spending so much money and I honestly think we would be screwed if I hadn’t kept what I had kept. Not only that but overall it’s just a ridiculous amount of stuff?! We live in a two bed (just the three of us) and yet somehow had more room when we lived with family. I’m sat here looking at our bedroom and it’s just baby stuff everywhere and I have no idea how I’m going to store/organise it all. I bought large ikea wardrobes for my daughter and the baby… the cupboard for baby is already full. I washed all the clothes/blankets/sheets during summer so I could get it all dry quickly, but it means there’s not really many other places to store everything else like toys etc. There’s still things we need to buy and I’ve only now realised the next pay day is likely the last pay day before baby is here so a lot of the things I have to purchase need to get bought this month (the expensive things like breast pump and steriliser) which I don’t even know if we can afford to do. My partner is being pretty chill about it all right now (he was with our daughter) but I’m freaking out with all the things I have to sort in the house still, which is very hard to do as I literally can’t stay awake most days or have the energy to get through everything that needs sorting and I know that’s not going to get any better. I managed to get our room moved around and organised last weekend to make it functional for when baby is here, but all the baby stuff has just taken over and I feel so deflated. Its so different this time, daughter only just started school so we’re still getting used to the routine, I have 6 hours a day where I can get things done but I’m either not feeling good or just don’t have the energy to move my butt. I’ve only half packed my hospital bag, which I know midwife is going to question if it’s done when I see her this week. Don’t get me wrong I am looking forward to when baby is here, I know it’s going to be hard balancing two kids but I genuinely am looking forward to having my body back and hopefully a little more energy. Right now I just feel like I’m in survival mode, I’m on iron tablets but have issues with my liver and the medication is making me feel yuck. It’s a miracle that I’m able to get my daughter up and going in the mornings, let alone keeping on top of the house and all the errands as well as getting everything ready!