lonliness

so i’m currently just a few weeks from having my baby i will be 37 weeks on friday. i’m a very young mom and this pregnancy journey has been beautiful but also rough. the dad lives in another state and we are not on amazing terms (long story) and ive lost basically all my friends where i live. even my best friend who was with me throughout my pregnancy has started distancing herself from me as i near having my baby and hardly talks to me anymore. i have some really close friends but they live in the state where my baby’s dad lives as i used to live there and moved back home when i got pregnant. any advice for how to make mom friends as a young mom? i feel like there is a lot of resources to moms but more catered to older, married moms and im scared i would feel judged in those groups/unable to relate :/ its so hard, i have never felt this lonely or had so few friends in my life. i feel pathetic honestly and just wish i had someone that isn't family or my parents.