Lonely

Lately I have been struggling with feeling just utterly alone. I have some Friends but it feels like they really don’t care about the certain situations my family and myself are going through. No one calls no one texts.. I’m the first one to always check in and listen to them but they are never there for me. My husband recently got diagnosed with epilepsy and is having seizures pretty often. From the seizures he’s having he’s been dealing with deep depression and has been taking it out on me. This has been so hard and recently I’ve felt like throwing in the towel With our marriage.. it’s hard because I don’t know if I can take the intensity of it all while im also trying to care for our 8 month old baby. I guess this is more of a vent because I’m so alone and don’t feel like I have adequate resources for help or friends. It’s been tough.