The first 1-2 years after having a baby is so hard on your relationship and partner. Take it easy. You probably do have ppd or something similar as your partner isn’t technically doing anything wrong. See your GP and take some time for yourself mama x
I felt this way at the beginning. But as my hormones level out it's nearly gone. Peaked at around 10-14 weeks and now at 15/16 weeks I feel much much better!!!
This is really normal pp, hormones have ALOT to answer for. I felt this way for 8ish month's with my firstborn. But it does pass I started to deliberately look for the things I loved about him at around 6 months and slowly my hormones balanced out.
This is totally normal during postpartum! It will pass and things will get better. If you feel really depressed or feel like you need further support then see your GP please! Hang in there, you got this!