Self-esteem rn

I don’t fell cute and my husband doesn’t come to me which does not help 🥲

I feel you. My libido has been so low and I just feel so unsexy it’s hard to want to do anything. I found that if it’s dark I feel less self conscious because he can’t really see how my body has changed. He says he loves my body and all of the right things, but I can’t help but not feel sexy.

Yes, i literally had a full blown breakdown last night, i was walking past the mirror after the shower and noticed some marks near my butt and come to find out that the WHOLE area has huge super dark splotchy stain/discoloration and it just sent me spiraling about that and well everything else that has changed in my body. It’s an awful feeling because although i didn’t have self-esteem issues in the past and i know the change doesn’t necessarily make me “ugly” its sooooo hard to accept it. It’s like i don’t recognize myself anymore in anyway, everything that I used to know about myself physically is different. Just a hard pill to swallow. My husband has been so great about it too but it’s so hard to shake the thought of “if i don’t find myself pretty/sexy anymore, how can you” our of my head 🫠🥴