First birthday blues

I'm also very much in denial

@Kayla glad I’m not alone :( I’ve been crying for days

I’m still already miss it somehow.

My fifth and last baby turned 1 on Aug 3rd. Want to talk about birthday blues my first baby turns 22 on Aug 31st 🥹 enjoy every moment Mamas cuz time seems to flash by at times

I was very much in denial. I avoided any talk about him turning 1 or a party. So much so that I didn't plan anything till 5 days before his birthday. I had a traumatic birth, and after so, there were so many emotions going on. Plus, this is my last baby.

Very much in denial too! My baby turns 1 tomorrow 🥹

I cried A LOT lol

@Caressa I’m right there with you. My induction & delivery was traumatic as well. I’m sure that’s affecting me too… I keep thinking something is seriously wrong with me… but I’m a FTM so maybe this is all normal 🥲🫶🏼

@Kayla our babies are bday twins!! Happy almost 1 years to our babes 😭😭😭

@Caressa that last baby first moments just hit differently. It's all of their first but it's all of our last first as a mama. I'm not ready for my little man to be so big already but the joy of watching him grow at the same time. So much emotion.

@Kristen yes,it really does hit differently! Lots of mixed emotions. Its fun watching him grow but at the same time I just want him to be a baby just a Lil bit longer.

@Caressa exactly! It was like a switch clicked on my son's 1st birthday and he is so a toddler now vs a baby and I'm like just be my little baby a little longer.

I cried in the shower lol

@Angel happy 1st bday to your baby! Stay strong momma, i cried at the very end of today

@Kayla thank you so much!!