Feeling sad -

Hey Just wanting to vent really. Just feeling so down with life atm. I’m sure many can relate. In particular my lack of village. I thought I’d have one. I have 3 sisters and my mum and they’re just not really that interested. I send pics of my baby and they’ll occasional comment and like but they’re not really there for me. Considering they all had children and understand the feelings of loneliness I’m surprised they haven’t been kinder. We had a traumatic childhood and I little down to that. Where I have done so much self work I feel like I’ve outgrown them in a way.. I don’t know I see other sisters together and I’m so jealous. Why can we do some fun activities together such as go on holiday, go to the zoo. Just feel so hurt and I know you don’t get to pick your family but I also don’t have many friends.