Lonely & Sad

I’ve honestly never felt so lonely, sad & excluded from friendships groups & it’s always summer when it happens. No invites , no messages to go out or even visit. Nothing. Todays obviously the Euro’s I have childcare so it’s not even a thing - I’ve just seen a group photo of all the girls I was once included all out ready to watch the match at beer gardens. I’ve cried I feel emotionally drained, left out and so so sad that I don’t even have close friends anymore. Only time I’m ever invited out is when it’s one of their kids parties n even then after parties with kids they’ve made plans to do food , drinks after not invited. I can’t escape this feeling. Seeing that photo today has really upset me. Sorry to vent here. But being a mom can get really dark sometimes xx