Done

I don’t know why im making this post. I just want to scream and let it all out but I’m ashamed. I feel so utterly worthless and ugly. I can’t stand my self and I really don’t even like my self. I can’t sleep and my days are just the same thing over and over. I’m so bloody alone and i genuinely have no one. I bloody love my kids they genuinely are my whole life. But I have nothing else, no family, no friends, I’m in debt, my partner wouldn’t notice if I disappeared….. I feel like I am disappearing and no one’s noticing.