Struggling

I have no friends and no support system. My parents don't act like they want anything to do with my kids half the time I always have to ask them to watch them. I'm so tired of feeling like no one cares about me or my kids. My husband's parents live a couple hours away and they hardly check on them. My mom favors my brother because he's the only boy and then she favors one of his boys because she's been forced to watch him after school every day for years. She tells me one minute she wasn't going to 3rd shift just for my nephew but then later admits that's the main reason. I'm just so tired of feeling like no one. I have tried so hard to make friends but no one seems to initiate hanging out.