I’d have gone nuts without some time to myself, at least half a day. I need to recharge and reflect. Your feelings and concerns are valid.
I feel this on so many levels. I'm only 8 months in and haven't had a break yet 🥲 I keep trying to organise some time to myself for a couple hours each weekend but something will always happen and I'm left with LO. Meanwhile my partner has managed to get time to himself most weekends for football games, has gone on several trips to the pub for the evening or out for gigs. I wish they would understand more 🙃
Don’t feel guilty you need your time to . I would set a day that you want to do something for yourself once a month or something .