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Your not alone ❤️‍🩹 Feel free to message me if you just need to talk vent or what ever you need

Drop me a message. I'm free to chat and know how you feel x Or if you want to have a massive rant and no chat, send me a message and just tell me not to reply. Sometimes getting it off your chest helps x

It's an everyday fucking struggle . I literally just sit in my garage and smoke just to stay calm.

I get that. I want a smoke sometimes but I'm breastfeeding so it has given me cause not to. But Christ. Some days when she won't sleep/nap or she's having a meltdown. I want to sit down, have a bottle of MF wine and a pack of fags and hell even a spliff (haven't had one in 10+years) What would you say is the MAIN culprit or no particular cause? X Much love x

The decision I made with my adult child. The fact people get acquaintance and friends mixed up. The fact people can't give you 5 minutes of thier times. Too many excuses in life. The way people view you after making a decision. The list obviously goes on cause I'm just a mess. And maybe I'm just not normal and over reacting

What the hell is normal? A lot of people are like that, it's bloody shit! People like that aren't worth your time but the problem (maybe my problem) is that you have already spent time and energy building that relationship and its just thrown away. It's like a bf/gf relationship heart break What ever decision you made for your eldest is your decision and the best decision at the time

How are you feeling now?

I put my feelings aside getting my 3 year old ready for his wic appt

Fair play You're a strong person ❤️ Feel free to message me if you need a natter x

Your an angel love ❤️