Miscarriage and bad experience hospital

Hey girls, I'm absolutely heartbroken right now. I've been trying to conceive for a while, and even though I got my period, I knew something was off. The bleeding was heavy as usual, but it felt different. I decided to take a pregnancy test, not expecting much, but when it came back positive, I was in shock. I wanted to be happy, but deep down, I felt something was wrong. I kept trying to reassure myself that some women do bleed during pregnancy. I just got back from the hospital after a horrible experience. They did an internal scan, and the person was a trainee, so it was incredibly painful and felt so clinical. They told me it was a miscarriage and that I needed a blood test to make sure it wasn't ectopic. I have to go back in 48 hours to confirm. The staff were rough and insensitive, and I felt completely alone since my husband couldn't be there with me. I ended up crying in the car, feeling so devastated by the lack of compassion. Even though it was early, at just four weeks, I was pregnant, and it felt like I had lost a baby. I know this pain will eventually pass, but right now, it feels like the worst experience of my life.