Saying goodbye

This is me, saying goodbye to this life. I lost my sister the day before my birthday in February. I feel like I'm drowning. No one cares. My job has cut my hours, and I keep getting "we decided to go with another candidate" when I apply to other jobs. I've tried dating, but I only run into people who just divorced their spouse, and they use me as a rebound. People say wait on the right person, but they all have someone. I cry every night. I can't do this anymore. I plan to take my life, and I hope I'm successful. Things will be better for everyone that way.
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Noo don’t do that

Do you want me to text you privately

Do not do this God has a plan for you you are love by the creator he loves you so much that he died for you, Lord touch your daughter in this very moment tell her you are with her, that her life means alot to you

Text me please

Please don’t do that. There is always light at the end of the tunnel even if it doesn’t seem that way now. Life can be really shit and unfair at times and I can’t imagine the pain it must feel to loose your sister but she wouldn’t want this. Please try and reach out to someone or feel free to message me if you need some one to talk to x

Feel free to message me as well I’m here for you ❤️❤️

The pain you feel for your sister will be the same pain those that love you feel when you’re gone, I’m assuming you have a little one if you are on peanut. Life changes so drastically in a year you can be in a completely different place by then, please hang on please keep fighting I know you feel there’s nothing for you but your child has their whole life ahead of them and they need you at their milestones and you deserve to be there for them ❤️

Woah hold up girl!

Don’t make this the story your child has to tell the rest of their life

There are services out there to support people like you in your situation. Please reach out to someone. Life might feel too difficult to cope with right now but it is also filled with beauty. You just need time to find what you consider beautiful. Instead of focusing on other people (dating etc) try and focus on yourself and the natural world around you. Nature can be pretty impactful at difficult times. Can you try and get outside a little? Go for walks, watch some birds etc? This may be really rubbish advise, I don’t know, but I hate to think of you suffering so deeply. Healing takes time; that I do know. Nothing is permanent. I love the Buddhist phrase ‘this too shall pass’. It’s helped me at times. I really wish you all the best. We’re all rooting for you ❤️

Hey !! Listen I lost my dad 3yrs ago in December 2020, 3days before my birthday .... I feel your pain it's awful to loose anyone anytime of the year, but when it falls close to a significant time like your bday..It really sucks! There are periods of time where it'll be hard then days when you'll be ok. They say it takes around 3yrs to process the grief of a lost one. Honestly I'm asking you not to do do this, especially if you have young that depend on you !! Reach out to IAPT it's self referral, also you can call the samaratians, there is ALWAYS someone to lean on. 💙

Hey, thank you all for your support. I haven't been okay, but I definitely need to start seeing a consistent therapist. My eight year old doesn't deserve to lose his mother, and I'm going to keep fighting. I love him more than anything. I'm currently studying to become a counselor, hopefully one day I'll be able to help others with my testimony. Thank you all again.

You’re gonna get through this, I promise. I’m a suicide survivor and I 100% guarantee that taking your life will not give you what you think you want. Depression makes life feel really cloudy but one day you’ll see clearly the true blessings around you. God wants to bring you so much joy in this life, the next life can wait. You have purpose here. You are important, loved, and wanted. You are not a burden. No matter how much pain you’re experiencing, you will make it through. Keep going. I don’t know you but I love you. 🩷

Are you still with us? I hope you are.

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