Feeling down

I feel like I have no one. Does anyone else feel that too? The father of my children I had to walk away from due to him hurting me in my face in front of the kids. I’m still healing from it bc i still love him. And i know i shouldn’t but im doing my best to get over him. But he keeps wanting to work it out. I always wanted a two parent household and for my children to not experience separate households and i never envisioned being a single mom. Being a single mom of two kids is a lot and it saddens me. Then my mom and i got into it resulting in her calling me a bitch and now we walk past each other not speaking ( had to move back at my moms after him hitting me ) and also my older sister isn’t speaking to me either. I feel heartbroken. I’m trying to be okay with being alone and no family either

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First of all you are never alone. 🙏 Sometimes motherhood can be lonely. I feel you a lot. My inbox is open if you want to talk 💗

I'm sorry you're going through all that. You're doing the right thing, though. I know it wasn't your plan but two households is so much better than your kids seeing their mom hurt or being subjected to that themselves. I hope you find peace with your mom. I know it feels lonely right now and it sounds like your mom made some mistakes but having you stay with her means she cares too. Hang in there. 🙏🏻

@JL that’s what i thought but she’s really for us to go like we’re bothering her. She had made comments before saying “i almost had this house to myself”.

She sounds petty but the thing I've learned since becoming a mom is how human and imperfect all of us moms are too. Try to keep it in mind while you're trying to keep your sanity and I hope you get into a better situation for you all soon.

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