Totally know what you're feeling. My family all lives in CA too. Only person I have here in my husband. I've been trying to put myself out there and make friends but it's been a challenge. You're not alone 🫶🏼
I went through it postpartum. I felt really alone even tho there was 3 other adults around me every day..and I felt really depressed more at night time.. it could just be the hormones are so low after giving birth and just giving you the blues that lasts a couple weeks . I would definitely talk to your doctor... Don't do what I did and did not get help and mine got way worse after my period came back. ❤️Best of luck
maybe you mean postpartum depression? “postpartum “ just means the time period after you give birth. i’m sorry you’re feeling this way, i understand what it’s like feeling alone and not having family around. if you can talk to your bf about how you feel, if he knows what’s going on maybe he can support you more. postpartum can be such a difficult time, if you need someone to talk to id be happy to talk ❤️