Ur cycle is so out of wack after. Idk when Iāll get my period just basically finished bleeding from my miscarriage today since May 3. Think Iām anemic too from all the blood loss.
Itās wild that it can take that long. Has your dr been monitoring you? Sending good vibes and support
@Lex yes Iāve been getting monitored. Just got blood work done to see if Iām anemic. Got a scan yesterday to make sure I passed everything. Itās all gone thank god. I feel more like myself again. Still disconnected from my body kinda. I just feel like it didnāt happen to me. I canāt explain it
I can kinda see where your coming from - itās a lot of emotions to work up into thinking your pregnant and then for it to just be done? Idk seems jarring to me. And then to just go on with everyday life? Idk it feels like how could we? Iām 5 weeks and unsure if Iām still pregnantā¦canāt even listen to my intuition anymore bc itās so out of whack. Lots of emotions for sure
@Lex it all just happened so quick you have no time to process it and then you feel so connected to something thatās just some cells and itās all gone. My baby didnāt even have a heartbeat basically. Idk how to feel. Physically im ill latetly. Like severe nauseous and food aversion. I canāt eat anything without feeling disgusted. Idk what it is. Anemia maybe or hormone imbalance. Why r u unsure if youāre still pregnant?
My heart goes out to you - truly. Starting yesterday Ive been experiencing bright red bleeding. Iāve been totally freaking out. Iām maybe 5 weeks so havenāt even been to the OB. Before testing positive I had annual bloodwork done and I do have a thyroid issue that my PCP wants me to start meds forā¦ I have an emergency OB appointment early. Itās too early to prob see a heartbeat but the bleeding is freaking me out. Itās not enough to fill a whole pad but itās there every time I wipe. And I have had some clots but understand they are smaller than my pinky fingernail.. so I have no idea where I stand. My mind wants to prepare me for the worst. Iām scared. And feel like I already failed my baby. we were actively TTC and did so on the first month. So it all feels hard to believe. The internet is the worst bc all signs point to a miscarriage but also it may not be but like this early on when itās all the building blocks like the brain and spine is it already setting her up to fail?
Itās really hard to be rational. My partner thinks Iām delusional. He is very supportive but doesnāt understand why Iām so upset. It may be bc of hormones but also fear of miscarriage. And like if I have to have a D&C.. idk I want everything to be ok but also if this is nature saying this wasnāt a good fit I donāt want her to be damaged later on. If any of this even makes sense sorry for the ramble.
@Lex I messaged u
I had two miss carriages the first time I waited months because it hit me mentally the second time I choose to not wait and fell pregnant straight after miss carriage so never essentially had a āperiodā and two weeks ago we gave birth to our rainbow baby! If youāre mentally ready I would say continue on as youāre most fertile after a miscarriage š«¶š» your happy ever after is coming ā„ļø
@Sophie Thankyou š I feel like itās the only thing keeping me going atm! X
2 weeks definitely
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Same! I feel like the entire clock reset. Like we were waiting for this moment since mid April and now have to go all the way back to square one? Ugh š£