Reach out. I totally understand how u feel
Do you have any local stay and plays you can go to, local churches generally have something (and not normally that well advertised), they’re great because you can leave your kids to play whilst you have a chat and a coffee. Sometimes classes are a bit too rushed and people have to run home for naps or other commitments but the stay and plays tend to be more relaxed so you maybe you can connect with someone there? Xx
I definitely second going to stay and play groups, lots of them are free/low cost and it’s where I met a few good mum friends. It’s definitely tough when you’re home all the time without any adult company!
I feel you… my baby is also VERY demanding… day and night 🙈😂I find being at home too often lonely aswell and totally relate to the feeling over stimulated when hubby returns… reach out if you need to vent, I’m told these babies chill out eventually.