@Melissa i am trying, thank u for ur positive words. Honestly like i said its just shit luck. Yes im here, yes im grateful but that still doesnt change the circjmstances. I wish things would hsve gone different. I prayed to not have to go through this so i dont understand y i was still dealt this hand. My body feels completely destroyed after 2 cs and i just want cuddles from either one of my boys and i cant rn.
My first born had the light therapy for 5 days after a traumatic birth, it’s so hard but you’ve got this! You’re pumping for your baby and giving them everything you can right now, you’re doing amazing! If it’s the sleeping bag style light therapy then you can still pick them up and have a cuddle!
@Tahirah I understand. I’m hoping for a VBAC as well. My first pregnancy was the worst time of my life and ended in a C-section followed by a 4hr operation. We don’t know why we go through these challenges but it’s all about how we respond to them. It might not feel like it now but your body will recover. Just take your time and focus on your mental health. Rant all you need to, to get all the negative feelings out. Let it go so you have room for all the positivity and love for your little ones 💛
So sorry to hear this! Try to remain as strong and optimistic as possible 🙏🏾 You’ve got this. The rainbow WILL come out after this storm you’re both going through and you’ll be blessed with endless cuddles. 💛