Ranting

Am I the only one that feels resentful towards their partner/ex BD. Like I feel from the moment I found out I was pregnant everything just changed my body , my worries , my career ,then after birth whilst they just seem to get the easy road. I feel utterly frustrated and bitter , don’t get me wrong I’d do it a million times over for my baby but it’s the lack of understanding or everyone thinking they have a right to do what they like with my child when they didn’t carry them , they didn’t deal with the mental strain or like me abuse whilst trying to calm myself down because I didn’t want my baby feeling how I felt. The sheer lack of care and respect that I have felt as a new mum , the slow disappearance of people once the new baby is a few weeks old or trying to take away my firsts like it’s their god given right. Men’s lives don’t really seem to change or if they do then I’m yet to meet one.