What if you think that this way it was suppose to be always - like thing happened for a reason and this is the better way? I do this to myself to stop thinking in all the “if’s “ because that is going to kill me
Why does your past haunt you? What do you feel like you should have done differently? What is it about your present life you feel is unworthy?
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I am dealing with this now too… I have been for months and I feel terrible. Hang in there. 😥