Story time?

So my bf and I have been seeing each other a little over two months, but we’ve been talking about marriage since like week two honestly. We’re both in our 30’s and just ready for the rest of our lives, but we also have this connection and just feel like we know, like this is it.. well we’ve just found out that I’m pregnant. When he first saw the test he immediately dropped to his knees and started kissing my belly.. but then he saw that I was worried and overthinking and it kind of took away his joy. My main point of nervousness is telling my friends and family and what they will think. I had my first son, now a toddler, way too early on in a relationship that ended absolutely awfully.. but that was nothing like this. The first thing I told everyone then was “I could do it without him..” Now, with my current relationship, I would never say that. I would say “and we’re going to get married”… but I just can’t help the feeling of shame and guilt 😞.. I feel so torn and confused, because on one hand I’m so happy and on the other I know it’s too soon or just not the right timing