https://galsupport.teachable.com/p/home Through GALS you can get a doula free of cost to you and they offer support pre and post birth as well. I found my Doula through them and she was my rock through labor.
Try to hire a doula if you can. I hope your partner comes back to be by your side during this time. Even with your differences, I don’t see a reason why he can’t be empathetic and supportive at such a crucial time. Hope you get enough support during the first few months of postpartum. Please don’t deny any help coming your way. It does take a village!
Doula possibly? I'd offer to join you if my babe weren't attached to the breast.