Guilt
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I feel the exact same on a daily basis. I’m anxious about everything and I mean everything. Overthinking everything. And every time I look at either one of my beautiful, wonderful little girls I feel so guilty for being the way I am, so anxious constantly, so paranoid about everything, so overwhelmed within myself and I try so hard to be a better person for them but it’s been about a month and a half now and I see no real improvements and it makes me feel worse. My counselor has helped a lot but I’m just not the me I wanna be.
Ughhhh no advice but just letting you know you're not alone cause I feel this too!!! 😭😭😭
My son is non a “baby” anymore but tbh with you all, that feeling of having to pull up a fake smile on just so he won’t see how bad I feel because at the end of day is not his fault if I feel the way I do. I think over the years I have learned how to manage when I feel very low but that’s as far as I got.xx
I feel completely the same. You are not alone. Being a parent is one of the hardest things you can do, and it’s so normal to feel like this. Everyone keeps telling me it gets better and I’m still waiting after 12 weeks of feeling like it. I do hope they’re right. But if you want to chat about it please DM me. We’re all here for each other.