Broken

Just a vent post to release it all ! I thought this was my time, I got my faint line, I was waiting for FRER to come from online, I couldn’t wait to see those two pink lines. And during work today I took my period- 5 days late. My closest people know about my fertility struggles, but I was so convinced this time I hadn’t even told my partner, waiting for the two pink lines so I didn’t have to tell him that again, it didn’t happen! I know this maybe hits a lot of people hard, I don’t mean to trigger anyone! I just feel a little bit more broken today and feel a bit safer letting it go here with people who feel / have felt the same. Sending love to anyone who’s been here 💕