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I feel like a failure.. I don't regret my baby at all, but I wish she had a daddy. I wish I could've had the proposal I always wanted, the wedding I always wanted, the pregnancy announcement I always wanted, a happy pregnancy experience. I know comparing myself to others is useless and only painful but, fuck it's so hard not to when it's in your face. I'm happy for my friends but so so so jealous. I can't help it. Especially knowing I'm in this position because of my own poor choices. I wouldn't change it because my baby would be how she is or who she it but fuck I wish she had a dad and I had all the firsts that I wanted..

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Don't feel bad for your feelings, it's understandable in your situation and so many other women also face this same thing! Your feelings are completely valid. I'm sorry you had to go through it, but I'll pray you find a wonderful man who loves you and your baby like you two deserve

@Kelly Mae thank you! I hope your situation gets better as well :)

I’m sorry to hear this!!!!!! I had the same thing too. I get mad at my ex husband so badly in my mind bc of wtf he destroyed. But he’s a narcissist. I’m annoyed I am hurt I am damaged. And a single mother left to do everything all on my own. It’s hard . So hard.

@Tattiana my soon to be ex husband is a narcissist too! It's so hard because we fell in love thinking it'd be amazing and forever then the true colors show and then you feel dumb

Omg right!!!!!!! It’s disgusting . He can’t stand me now bc I outted him I think that’s why idk. Healing isn’t linear so the past two weeks I’ve been depressed. We communicate on talking parents and he is so hot and cold with me on it! That’s the only thing I get out of him. Which. I hate. I want emotion out of him. But I’ll never get that. Sometimes I think about maybe one day we will have thanksgiving all together or something. But then I’m like am I nuts? I cannot get over him :/ the empty promises and the audacity of them to get us pregnant and then dump it all on us. It’s sick.

@Tattiana Girl, you got to put your feelings aside Do you want your child to learn this behavior or think his behavior is okay and how a family should be?

@Tattiana I PMed you

Ladies, I am not in this situation but I just want to say I have so MUCH RESPECT for single mothers!!!! Motherhood is hard and doing it on your own.. you're real heros!!!! 💙💙💙 I hope soon you'll find someone who will love you like you deserve it!!! 💙💙💙

Thank you

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