Postpartum rage is a thing. It's usually linked to PPD or PPA. Talk to a therapist to help work through this and you may find help and coping mechanisms. It's not unusual to feel that rage, women just have not been able to talk about it without judgment.
Yes, please talk to a therapist. I had a broken ankle when I gave birth and it was sooooo hard to not have full mobility and take care of everything and it really did a number on me as well. Your body will heal with time. Go and get your mind started too. I feel so much better after getting help for myself and I hope the same for you. Your frustrations are valid. You need help to overcome them and display them in a healthy way.
I’m sorry you’re going through this. It doesn’t seem normal, but I can understand the frustration. You’re just acting out on your frustrations. You feel like there is no hope so you resort to acting out. I think you don’t feel heard. Do you have help? If you can ask ppl to assist you, that would be great. And also therapy if you can find the time. Sending positive thoughts to you 🙏🏽