Is it wrong to feel this way… anybody else felt like this

Me and my bf recently started doing exchanges with our 6 month olds. It’s hard being away from my baby for those 2 days. The relationship with me and my bd is not the best at all. I don’t think it could ever work between us from everything that has happened both on his part and mine. I often think to myself when he has the baby or at drop offs just to get back together or to try and make things work, so that I won’t have to be away from my baby. I do wish at times that I could give my baby a 2 parent house where able to see the both of us everyday. How things would be actually being able to do things with our child together. I feel like he would just blow me off if I ever bring it up or mention it. Especially since he’s been dealing with a new friend. Has anyone else felt like this? Should I just let the thoughts be thoughts I don’t know if I should talk to him about it I don’t even know how to bring it up. And I have my doubt of feeling would just laugh and blow me off.

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So that's not your boyfriend anymore? Just asking.

@Mrs. Jackson no we haven’t been together since I was pregnant

I don’t think you’re wrong at all , I think as mothers we all naturally in a perfect world wanted our families to stay together , and we’d do anything to make that happen for our babies. Unfortunately it can’t work that way . I think if you already know in your heart it wouldn’t work out then that’s what’s best . You wouldn’t want to try to make it work and it turn toxic . Believe it or not I know you want a two parent household but it’s a lot healthier for you and baby that you two aren’t together anymore. I know it’s hard being away from your baby , I can’t imagine , I would just pray and use that time away from baby to care for yourself . I also feel like once you heal , you won’t feel this way anymore.

I totally understand you. My baby is 6 months old and I cannot imagine not seeing him for days 💔💔 that would absolutely break me. Stay strong mama. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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