Same. I go to back to work Monday and I just keep reminding myself of how awesome it’ll be for my baby to get socialization with other babies and learn with teachers who have more resources to teach him than I do. But I SO feel you.
I went back to work when mine was 2 months it hurt my soul. can you get a camera to keep on her at daycare that you can watch on your phone? we have to do what we have to to provide as moms it’ll be hard but it will get easier.
I went back to work two weeks ago. I’m lucky to have family watch her as of now but it’s still been so so hard on my heart :(