Happy... potty shot

Whilst I understand, a healthy baby is all you need. I am very happy that after 2 girls, and a few miscarriages I have a baby boy. I did go private at 7 weeks for the gender blood test, it did come back as a boy. But it never felt real. Also my previous pregnancy my waters ruptured at 24 weeks, so I've found it hard to embrace this pregnancy as i have ptsd. But today, I think I've found some peace. Head shot in comments if I can.