:/

struggling so bad to accept my new body. it gets to the point where sometimes i wish i didn’t have a baby bc of how big i am now and i feel horrible for thinking it bc i love my child but it’s actually so fucked. i can’t stop looking at old photos of myself and i just cry. i’ve never felt so down and ugly and disgusted. i just want to lock myself away from everyone and not eat until i look skinnier, i need to be skinnier, i will never accept my new body , i just can’t. i just need a rant, ive heard it all a lot since i gave birth “you’ve just had a baby don’t focus on ur body” etc etc, im not really looking for comfort and to be told that i need to accept my new body or some shit i keep hearing, i want to hear other mums stories on how they lost weight and kept a health diet with a newborn, i just mainly needed to rant. - sincerely, a very tired and insecure mumma