It ended. Badly.

We had a bad fight. I punched him a few times, my hand is black and blue. He’s on remand 💔 I feel disgusting and I hate that he’s not here. My heart is broken but I have to try and be strong for my children and have to show my strength because my children are learning about safe and healthy relationships but I had my moment of strength when I made my statement yesterday morning, now I’m crumbling. He’s in court this morning. I hate this 😢 I’m so conflicted on the inside I hate myself when I should hate him… 😭😭😭😭😭