Nobody cares I know 😭

I'm sorry to hear this. It's hard when you don't receive support from your partner.

@Renee extremely hard

You may not be Christianity religious if you are Isaiah 41:10. Also if annoyed with your husband is something you think communication can fix keep in mind if there is a lot to bring up all at once break it down to small intervals throughout a period. Finance wise if you can sit down with him I’m sure you already do but just sit down and look at your finances together and all the expenses coming up. Also keep in mind there are some resources out there if you may need them and don’t have them yet. SNAP, WIC,TCA since you have a little one already and Medicaid. If you have those already that’s a good helpmate if not look into see your household may qualify. It may sometimes seem small but it’s kinda helpful until your family footing can be stable once again. Also remember to slow down sometimes. Try your best to spread somethings out. Honestly I wish I could stretch an outreach hand other words but these are stuff that are helping me right now. Also remember to take breathes and ask hub

To maybe give you a hour or two a day for relaxing or calming your nerves. I know having a one year old plus pregnant us a lot. Take that hour or two for a nice bath or just to do something that calms your nerves. Also if you have a friend or hubby have a friend that doesn’t mind coming to see the baby when you guys are home with baby so you guys can both get some stuff in the house done or you can get a extra hour or two of rest. How far is mom? And is she willing to travel or keep your baby for a day or two. Does your husband have family nearby?

We actually had an issue with communication earlier today. I had to shut it down because it heated. I've told him so many times we can't keep arguing around LO. God definitely works in mysterious ways. I can't sleep (in the spare bedroom) and the thought of finding marriage scripture came to mind. So thank you for that. I'll look into it. He hates discussing finances. It puts him in a pissy mood and he gets snappy with me. He says "I work in the elements all day everyday with nothing left over" Our expenses is more than our income. We might be OK if we stopped eating. I have wic, I was denied medicaid. According to snap income chart, we make too much. I get one day a week to myself... mostly. Hubs is supposed to take over 3 nights a week, sometimes he's too drunk to stay up with him and has passed out on dad duty so of course. I take over. Resentment has been building up. My mom is 5 hours away, not always available due to work schedule but when she visits it's a huge load off. My husband's family...

They're close by but his parents have their own lives plus health issues so they can only do so much. His siblings don't babysit. One is... hate to say it a bum and the other has a boat load of children and not a very hands on father.

Why have another if things were tight, and why with him? I know it's late now but just wondering? I hear this a lot... the dad or father baby daddy is not good.. or not making enough and woman is either not working or gets no help or is doing work and at home being