Miss my Angels

Today of all days hit me harder than most,After 6 angels possibly 7th...... When I walked into Walmart to go grocery shopping for abit ....passing the baby Area has usual my heart drops knowing I won't have my own blood my own child to put in the cart to make those cute baby noises or say Mama Can I pick toy? Has slowly I walk by the baby station to see all the tiny newborn clothes that I won't have the opportunity to ever dress my own or pick out their own toy from their mommy& daddy . This hits more home than ever if you only knew the choice I am making coming September it will change my life ....down the road I have to do for my health and my heart sake! But I know heaven Has safe place for all my children and their special angels to me and watching over me and for all I am about to be facing down on this Earth here soon. Truly not easy being Angel Mommy and seeing baby stuff in store that you know you won't be able to ever buy for yourself ! Only those that gone through what I have will understand what I mean by this post...... Thank you for the prayers and thank you for support and love ❤️ Means lot. Always Heather 💖